Fish and Jas...

look so unwillingly to take photo wit the fish? I know the pictures may look lame and stupid.

But for those who know me should know how much this fish means to me.Its been with me since Primary one!so to date the fish is currently 15 years old!

However the sad thing is,both of my loves are not with me now.

The fish is in jas place and jas is in the stupid camp.

argh!!!i feel so angry with myself.and that stupid camp.

The camp is making jas jas tired like shit,and making him stay in,stay in,stay in!!fark bedok camp.(sorry for being vulgar early on a monday morning.i cant control lah)

Hes so tired that hes so restless on weekends.don even have the mood or energy to talk to me.sound like so pathetic.and yes,thats how pathetic army can get.

We had a slight argument yesterday before he went back camp over this issue.

i was complaining to him bout how MUCH i hate his camp.he kept quiet.until he raise his voice a little,"Im already very 'fan' in guards!"i shut up.

he should be the one complaining,but in return it was me.i know i shd not complain,me complaining definitely din make him feel betta.i guess it only made him felt worse?

i truely hate guards.from the bottom of my heart.no one can imagine or how much i hate guards.

thankfully jas wud be able to come out on Wednesday.BUT weekend still burn.without a doubt.

The worse thing is he cant call or msg me.phone is confiscated!wad the hell man.

this is the WORSE of all.

CANT USE PHONE!!!argh!!!!!!i really feel like calling up guards and CMPB now.and COMPLAIN!

this entry may make me look like im bored.but im not!i just kinda miss him.thats all.

Saturday was great as i spent time just walking around Orchard with Wei and Weimin looking for my wedges.and the result is nothing.

Wads Guards and CMPB number ah?

GEORGES again...

Its the favourite day again,FRIDAY!and its also the last Friday of June.

However things are not well for me and jas jas.

and NO!we're not quarelling.but we wont be seeing each other only till sunday.thats quite not well for us?

Ting is back from Taiwan and of course back wit our presents!

Georges again!theres a reason why we always gather there,not because of the food or drink(ex and sucky),ambience not bad.BUT the real reason we always gather there when one of us is back from a holiday is cause of ------------Chelle.

We were there when i came back from states.now Ting's turn.Fu-THE-wei,going holiday?

As she's a very busy woman so very hard to meet,so whenever we have a gathering we have to go Georges whr she is working now.

we were all craving so much for cheesecake or chocolate desserts that night,and we actually walked to Siglap centre to get Mac Sundae ice-cream!

Ting came over my place and slept at 3 plus.really damn shag bananas.

Imagine me still going work and yoga and dinner at Mr Bean with Ting & Dehua at night the next day.totally shag.

the 3 shorties who came to look for 1 shorty
craving for desserts like shit.. working still can take photo?

Dangerous...

Quote of the day from fu-THE-wei last night:

A easily influenced man is dangerous.

though short and simple,but it really enlightened me!

hopefully jas jas is coping well right now.cant wait for the boy to be out!though hes participating in NDP(means saturday burn and im very free & upset)!!!shit man.

SWENSONS and my crayfish pasta with the courtesy of chelle's hp

Changes...

im so timid.im so afraid of changes.

its jas jas first day at his new camp.

im suppose to be doing up on a e-flyer,but i cant concentrate!help!

i kept thinking of all the negative thoughts.

people tend to change with their environment,that is something inevitable.thats the reason of my fear.

i know it may sound rediculous.but im afraid of him being influence.i've heard of all the scary army stories of how girls may 'run away' as their bf do not have enough time for them.but im like having thoughts of the total opposite.

i know its really rediculous and stupid to be having these kinda thoughts,but i just a little afraid there will be changes.

im not 18,but im like having the thoughts of an 18 year old girl whose bf just went in army!!wad the hell.i betta stop all these!!n have the thought of a 22 year old.

i totally have my reason for having such a rediculous entry today.

Urgent Help Required...

Wad can i do to actually cheer somebody up?or rather cheer my jas jas up.

hes pretty upset now.and im really cracking my brains now on wad i can do to make him feel a bit happier.

wad can i do to cheer my boyfriend up?

food?or wad?really no idea!!!my god.i really need help.

jas jas,if you come across my this entry one day,i just want you to know that God has got its plans for each of us. no matter wad plan it is,it may be something we HATE,or something we LOVE.God and me never want you to be upset.Ure good and we all know that.cheer up my dear.He has his purpose and it will be a good plan for you :)

Belated...

Had a belated birthday treat for our dearest Chelle at Swensons on Wednesday.

Its like so hard for us to coordinate our times these days.sometimes thinking back on how we used to be is really nice.

Company wit FU-the-Wei and Chelle was great,but Swensons sucks.the food is like sh**.small portion and not so nice pasta.n the clam soup tasted weird.

We may look happy and satisfied wit our food,thats because we haven tasted it yet.after putting into our mouth.our faces are no longer like that.only chelle seems satisfiy wit her breaded chicken.

Hope you love the dinner and lemon sorbet you had.

Happy belated hatchday!

Girls Night...

OK the photos are finally up after 2 weeks!

It was aunty's chalet,and also a gathering for the shorties.

Food was all we could remember for the night.

Our mouth never stop moving.it was moving and chewing every minute,every second.

From the moment we stepped in, it was fried bee hoon,followed by bbq chicken,my favoutrie hot dogs!,uncooked satay,mushmallows,prawn,cake!

all these junk was put into our mouth the moment we stepped into ting's chalet.

we would definitely love more of this...

all of us...

wit the uncooked satay in her mouth.n my all-time fave hot dog!
an attempt to bake mushmallows
us wit our mushmallows!
with the birthday girl,aunty ALSO chelle's birthday that day!however she left us for Zouk. wit "Abigail".(my sis)from all the pics its enough evidence HOW MUCH we ate that night.its all about the food and our girl's big day.

POP!!

POP finally!

Jas jas finally POP after 3 torturous months.

I've never actually step into Tekong before, seem like a chalet resort to me.

Its just damn freak shit hot.sweat like mad bananas.

Im actually having one of my best 2 weeks right now, something that will NEVER HAPPEN in another 2 years time.

jas jas is currently having his bloc leave therefore,im able to spend more time wit him n i really like it.

Though we have arguments every now and then during this 2 weeks,i know its avoidable,but im still enjoying the 2 weeks we have. he'll never have such a long leave for the next 2 years!!!

girls,the photos are still not ready.im so sorry.be patient ah!

constipation is killing me n i hate army life.

is there really NO FAIRNESS?i think its pretty normal for a girl to actually want to have more attention given by her guy rite.they just don get it!i hate it too.i wish i cud be a guy too..

Anyway its the favourite day again!FRIDAY!have a great weekend!

happy jas jas.

Tissue in my hand as evidence its really damn freak hot!!! his 'best friend'. hes so happy wit it,he wants to take a pic wit it after stripping! im happy for my jas jas too! Please ignore the shorts ah!i din wear it to Tekong!

Wad should i...

Somethings complicating me right now.

Are girls or all human like that?or im the only problematic one.i really am wondering.

Ok.the things that really complicating me now is...........................

should i go combat later after work?

its actually something damn not serious, quite bo liao actually, but i really am confused.

Know wad i feel like doing. this 'thing' or activity can actually brighten up anybody's day.

The thought of it is making me feel happy now!

SHOPPING!!

confused man.

shopping or comabt?

confuse,confuse,confuse!!!

Its jas jas big day tomorrow!

Finally 3 months have passed,21 more months to go..

Sudden...

fark.its a Thursday morning.n i miss them.i miss the 2 and a half months there.

don mean to be vulgar in the early morning,but i really miss them and the place like hell suddenly.the feelings not good.

i wana be back soon.

some stuff happen at work.so its like double shit.might be gone anytime.

Its FRIDAY tmr,so kuku positive!!!

A blink of the eye...

So fast??

So fast and its already the second day of June.

Had a great weekend.not that anything special happen to me, but jas jas actually gave me a surprise!

With regards to my last entry on how sucky army is, and how jas jas told me he was confined.

Went combat on Friday after work with aunty, eling and her sis. The plan for the night was mahjong!

Jas jas then called me at round 930pm using his mate's phone and told me he'll call me later n see if hes booking out tmr.

Waiting patiently while playing mahjong.....................................

Waited till 1130pm, jas jas still haven call!!!

Then at 1157pm, jas home phone was on my called id, i was really thinking tat it must be cailong looking for eling.

Sounding quite sian, i answered the phone, on the verge of passing the phone to eling.

Its Jas Jas!!!hes at home!!!

ok.must be wondering, hes at home, at home also call surprise?

his initial plan was actually to come up to my place while im playing mahjong, but he was too shag balls. so i went over right after mahjong.

he was like a dead piece of log when i reach, he wont even know if i rape him.haha!

though it wasn't really a surprise as he din really came up to look for me, but wad matters most is at least he tried to plan a surprise?like that i also contented lah.must be contented.

though its only monday n still 4 more days to the week end, nonetheless have a great week ahead!