Fish and Jas...

look so unwillingly to take photo wit the fish? I know the pictures may look lame and stupid.

But for those who know me should know how much this fish means to me.Its been with me since Primary one!so to date the fish is currently 15 years old!

However the sad thing is,both of my loves are not with me now.

The fish is in jas place and jas is in the stupid camp.

argh!!!i feel so angry with myself.and that stupid camp.

The camp is making jas jas tired like shit,and making him stay in,stay in,stay in!!fark bedok camp.(sorry for being vulgar early on a monday morning.i cant control lah)

Hes so tired that hes so restless on weekends.don even have the mood or energy to talk to me.sound like so pathetic.and yes,thats how pathetic army can get.

We had a slight argument yesterday before he went back camp over this issue.

i was complaining to him bout how MUCH i hate his camp.he kept quiet.until he raise his voice a little,"Im already very 'fan' in guards!"i shut up.

he should be the one complaining,but in return it was me.i know i shd not complain,me complaining definitely din make him feel betta.i guess it only made him felt worse?

i truely hate guards.from the bottom of my heart.no one can imagine or how much i hate guards.

thankfully jas wud be able to come out on Wednesday.BUT weekend still burn.without a doubt.

The worse thing is he cant call or msg me.phone is confiscated!wad the hell man.

this is the WORSE of all.

CANT USE PHONE!!!argh!!!!!!i really feel like calling up guards and CMPB now.and COMPLAIN!

this entry may make me look like im bored.but im not!i just kinda miss him.thats all.

Saturday was great as i spent time just walking around Orchard with Wei and Weimin looking for my wedges.and the result is nothing.

Wads Guards and CMPB number ah?