kuku

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

TEN thousands stickers...

Its real shit lah.

Gotta edit 10,000 stickers by adding a letter 'L' cause of my stupid mistake.

Had hazelnut latte again just now.

24 more days of suffering.

Complicatied.Guess only God knows wads the plan for me.

If only i can talk to God..

I really don want things to turn out this way.

I just want something simple.

I just cant trust anyone.

Humans are the worst creature in the world.

Sorry humans..im also including myself.

Anyway,went Corduroy & Finch last night with Tim,cause he wana look for Michelle.

Had hot chocolate and Tim had beer.

Wad a cute combination of hot chocolate and beer.Haha..

After that Tim,Xing went play dota till 6 and me n Jas jas head home.

Actually im abit tired,i mean tired like i wana rest,not bored.

I love their company.But i also do love the feeling of staying home wit yr love one.

Its just so sweet,comfortable and money-saving.

Was at MOS on Halloween night.Damn packed.

Fun because of them-Chelle,Michelle,Tim,Xing,Jac and finally Jas jas.

Saw Sarah in the toilet.Taking photos again!

'Forced' me to take photo with her.Haha!

Everytime see her,confirm take photo!without fail!

Alone in the office now.

Have only edited like 50 stickers since morning.Damn shit.

Complicated,confused,contridicting.

3 more hours of suffering.

Friday, October 27, 2006

Hazelnut latte...

Forgot to add in my previous post today!

Just to remind myself of all the good food and things i've been through in the day.

Otherwise every post entry is bout sad,complicating things.Sian..

Went to grab a hazelnut Latte and a cranberry muffin at coffee bean.

I was so craving for muffin the whole day as the whole restaurant is filled with muffin smell.

Delicious combination!muffin and hazelnut latte.

Thanks to Jasper caiming then i learnt about the delicious hazelnut Latte..

Confused,complicating,contridicting...

Had a good rest last night.

But still feeling a little tired.

Its been raining cats and dogs almost everyday.

I've always think that getting stuck in a place with your love one if he's riding a bike on a rainy day is damn romantic and sweet.Haha..

Rainy days are so romantic.Haha..

Have been feeling lost these days.

Starting to feel really alone.

Would wake up feeling damn,damn low but don know wad to do.

How to overcome this feeling?

Luckily i've been going out often till late and not getting enough sleep.

Otherwise i'll be tossing n turning on bed trying to sleep.

Its been a long,long time since i have this feeling.

The last time i felt this way was probably 2 years ago.

I really wana work at night to make myself damn tired to avoid thinking of anything,but im really damn tired now lah, even w/o working at night.Haha..

My mind is like totally blank now due to the things thats swirling in my mind.

Wana get back my clear state of mind.

Lalala...

Monday, October 23, 2006

Wad are kukus for...

I really cannot take it already.

Kelly's now on the phone teaching her friend how to propose!Haha!

Her tactics damn old fashion n stupid!Haha!

She ask his friend go KTV pub sing kneeling down and propose to the gf!Haha!

I really wana laugh!!!Haha!

Kelly still teaching the old fashion propose method!Haha!

Anyway if my future bf who's gonna be my future hubby propose to me like THIS,I'll be laughing like shit!

I was actually feeling quite tired n low.

But after Kelly's propose joke,i din felt so sleepy.

Thanks Kelly.Haha..

Me and jas really damn power.

We have already master the 'not sleeping' power.

Many things are happening but i do not know how to explain wads changing and happening.

Im in a mess.

Maybe cause i din sleep so i cant think properly.

Brain dead.

My day sums up to = having a ten min toilet/smoking area sleeping break + three shots of espresso + having only i think, 2 hrs of sleep last night + brain dead.

Tomorrow's holiday!Yeah!

Craving for five shots espresso with milk coffee with chocolate..

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Chocolatey Wednesdayyy...

Feeling quite pissed off today.

Everything started off this morning.

I changed a new route by taking train to Newton and change bus.

Upon arriving Newton,I asked the person at the control station,where to take a bus to Bukit Timah.

I really wana shit him.

He gave me a wrong direction.

I actually walked from Newton MRT station to the bus stop near Far East.

So,,,i walkeddd back again to Newton to find the bus stop.

From the time i left home this morning,i've walked for a total of 45 mins.

Not including the train and bus ride.

I was sweating like terrible bananas.

I feel damn shag,even till now.

Just came back from coffee bean.Cant stand staying in the office.

Went to get a cup of hot Chocolate.

Just ate two piece of Chocolate cookies given by the pastry chef.

So Chocolatey today.my favourite...

Shared pasta with Michelle for lunch.

Meeting Wei today.

Gonna get my brows done later.

Oh i went for a toilet nap again just now,but only for 5 mins.Neck pain.

Had fun last night at Teo Heng with jas,tim & chelle.

3 hrs and 15 mins more of suffering.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Tuesdayyy...

I try to make it a point to write my blog everyday.

I love to look back at my how i was feeling everyday in the past.

Anyway i guess i have master the skill of sleeping in the toilet as if its my bed.

Feeling kinda kuku now.

My sis 8 years ex Bf got a new Gf after they broke off for less then 6 months.

Relationships are so scary.

One moment your so damn sweet,another moment the relationship's gone...

Its a thing one can never predict.

I used to envy couple who seem sooooo sweet.

But not anymore.

As long as you were happy together once,thats enough...

Just bring along the memories wherever you go.

Feeling a little sad now.Haha.

Hope i'll feel betta after work.

2 and a half more suffering hours.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Tired monday...

It was a very tense day for me.

Was so stress bout absenting from work on Sat without telling kelly.

But she din asked!Haha.

Felt damn tired just now,but felt betta after drinking cafe latte from coffee bean.

Went for a movie marathon during the weekend.

Sat- Silk.
Sun- Severence.

Both lame shows,but quite entertaining.

I really hate to end relationships.All the memories.

But my intuition tells me something...

One and a half more hour of suffering at Corduroy & Finch.

One and a half hour of suffering ride home.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Friday the 13th...

Having mixed feelings today.

Its not because of relationship.

Its a mixed between a happy & low morale feeling.

Its lunch time now,waiting for Kelly to buy me lunch from Holland V.

Its Friday.Meeting Tingy later.

Tim kept asking us to go for financial talk.Haha.

JJ ask me for dinner but i really just wana be alone.

Im sorry JJ.I really am.

Im having a very very weird feeling.Wad is it?Wads the cause?How to 'cure' the feeling?

I don know.Somebody tell me.

Hopefully it wont be a boringggg Fri.

Seriously i feel that my blog is rubbish.Like writing poem.

Haha.

Friday, October 13, 2006

Toilet nap...

Its a terribly tired day.

Just came back from a ten min toilet nap.

Slept for only 2 hours last nite.

Sat the stupid one & a half hr 67 bus ride.

But it was worth the tiredness.

Laughed like nobody business last nite.Haha.

All of them were real lame,esp Tim who was tipsy.

The best attachment students award should go to us:

Jasper Ng,
Timothy Chan
&
Low YanLing

We can drink,club,chill,laugh the whole nite and going to work without sleep.

With the company of chelle and the other two lamers.

Power.

3 More Suffering Hours.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

kuku feeling...

Life alone has been really tiring.Staying out till morning everyday since Friday.
Tired,tired,tired.
The result-->sick.
Feeling damn drowsy now.In the office doing some stupid data entry.
Interns are just-------->Cheap Labours.
Feeling real lost bout me and JJ.
But i guess i'll just leave it to fate to decide.
Anyway to all people out there.
Babyface is a "damn nice" place to go if your feeling down.
You'll forget all your worries when your in there.
Cause you'll be too busy laughing.
You can also learn some frog style dance in there.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

That's Me...For now...

Have been feeling lost and confused bout my life.

Feel like a bitch sometimes.

"Life is short, do things that makes u happy n never doubt yourself"

Have been doing things that i enjoy. But feeling guilty inside. Why cant i do what i like?

Don wana waste my youth.

Wana enjoy life to the fullest.

I hate the feeling of regretness.It makes me feel shit.

Nothing is Forever.

Had a great time last night.