Confused,complicating,contridicting...

Had a good rest last night.

But still feeling a little tired.

Its been raining cats and dogs almost everyday.

I've always think that getting stuck in a place with your love one if he's riding a bike on a rainy day is damn romantic and sweet.Haha..

Rainy days are so romantic.Haha..

Have been feeling lost these days.

Starting to feel really alone.

Would wake up feeling damn,damn low but don know wad to do.

How to overcome this feeling?

Luckily i've been going out often till late and not getting enough sleep.

Otherwise i'll be tossing n turning on bed trying to sleep.

Its been a long,long time since i have this feeling.

The last time i felt this way was probably 2 years ago.

I really wana work at night to make myself damn tired to avoid thinking of anything,but im really damn tired now lah, even w/o working at night.Haha..

My mind is like totally blank now due to the things thats swirling in my mind.

Wana get back my clear state of mind.

Lalala...